Denial

I’ve just realised for the first time in the entire semester, the gravity of the situation and the brevity of stuvac. I’m screwed.

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Friends

The thought of spending a good 3 years to completely understand someone before the idea of marriage begins to be mildly palatable is what scares me. I’m ambivalent about this. Though I still hold onto the notion that a large proportion of love is a learning process, although I will say that a natural liking-fondness-chemistry is prerequisite [...]

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Born

I made some good memories, that’s all I’ll say about my birthday. It’s too long and too personal to delve into all the details since it involves private comments. But I’m happy that I have friends who care and it’s a first birthday dinner for me surrounded by people and for that I’m grateful to [...]

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Bother

I still think it’s amazing how after a key discovery my unconscious self kicks in and decides to stuff it back into the deep recesses of my mind. I find it astounding that my  mind has the potency to put myself through denial although I know something is really cracked up, like the back of my [...]

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“special powers”

I believe men have been evolutionary endowed with this supreme power but before we go on here’s some context. Advent spring, where flowers bloom and unveil their latest fashion designs, the sun rises and gleams in full morning glory. Herald the arrival of women in skirts too translucent and tops too overflowing. Why do women dress in a manner that perpetuates them as [...]

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Amusement

I personally find it amusing that everybody has a different view of me, unless of course we go by the xl is only normal when he is abnormal view. But again I’m sure everybody has a different view of everybody else, I’m assuming there must be some sort of variability after all we have spent a considerable [...]

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Critical

Critical. It’s amazing how although we claim to accept all forms of Christianity but as a group quite obviously discriminate against charismatics. While this might be in more overt forms I was appalled yesterday during bible study preparation that…(on hindsight I’ve removed the situation that cropped up yesterday but I’m sure some of you may know [...]

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Reflections

This is a very very jumbled entry as such I do not recommend that you read this expecting coherency. I’ve been thinking about these issues for some time now and am just writing them down.
I didn’t know things will have ended this way. I didn’t know that God has so willingly been working through and [...]

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