Dreams for the new year 08

08 Fun things I want to do
1.) Minigolf- Go for as many mini-golfs as I can, something which I always loved since I was young. The first mini-golf game I played was outside Mac’ along Ecp where the bowling alley is. There used to be one smacked in the middle of the parking lots but [...]

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choice theory

reasserting the freedom that we were given since Adam, do we choose God or choose ourselves. Everyday we are faced with the same decision submit or rebel. Our will or God’s will. Run towards or away from. Deny everything or face everything and even if we fall we can choose to climb right back up. [...]

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magical thinking

warlocks make war with locks
wizards are whizzes in eating lizards
witches have itches in their crotches
let me introduce the law of similarity which states that a superficial similarity is indicative or may cause a deep underlying similarity.
Let me tell you about my makansutra day with Michelle/Joanna. We met at Orchard and promptly proceeded to food [...]

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Date

I’ve concluded that my sticky date pudding actually tastes quite good when it’s warm and moist with saucy mama not rock and cold with sweaty sauce. My dad liked it too and so did my mum which made it pretty cool. I wonder what’s this concept about dating, where do we draw the line between [...]

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alcoholic

I’ve been having a nightcap every night, cream coffee liqueur with milk. Heh…. D
on’t you know you got your daddy’s eyes daddy was an alcoholic.
But your mother kept it all inside threw it all away… 
I wish wish… *soft smile* I had a nice day… though I feel like such an ee de ought. But that will [...]

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all I want for Christmas (fragments)

love actually never fails to make me laugh. heh. I need to stop thinking…stop placing expectations on myself, no numbers, dates and seconds. Just live….breathe air is good, fresh air is better, I want to go to the beach and stay upnight there and listen to the shore serenade me. I want to go back [...]

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word pressed

I’m pressed for words, I’ve don’t know what was it that I first wanted to type. I know it had something to do with gratitude, and how I’m thankful for this entire year. But somewhere along the line they gave way to dashes. Understanding, do you understand this? I want to be happy, yet happiness [...]

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both sides now

it works both ways, deny the good I’ve done deny the bad I’ve done. Deny myself of joy means denying my sorrows as well. I think at the deepest level it’s rebellion, that unwillingness to surrender both my sins and joy to God. I refuse to make God my all because of the darkness I [...]

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Stone age

Things we lived through, the transitions from manual to digital photography. From Dial-up to wireless, from dos games to 3d skins.
Commute.Transit
It’s not about the cake is it, it’s not about the dresses, the grand music plans. It’s not about the clothes the clothes that the bridesmaid will wear, the toned down clothes that other guests [...]

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you

I’m learning to forget you, is that alright with you?
I’ve much to say about my trip to Japan…much..
look look it’s a tube for you, and it’s all about you. youtube
I catch myself looking in the mirror not out of vanity but I find myself forgetting what I look like.
here I am, remind me again why [...]

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