eternity take one

actually it wouldn’t matter. my pursuits are all incredibly solitary. I’ve not felt loneliness when I’m on the ground, not since I turned ten that is, in fact I honestly don’t think I’d shed a tear if someone I knew died. That person is in heaven and that’s a much nicer place to be than [...]

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rffb

It feels like I don’t know what I have been doing for all this while. I’ve had a few revelations like these, moments of clarity where all my built fantasies fade. I’ve spent and wasted too much energy in impression formation and I’ve grown quite tired of talking although I’m simply reiterating myself here. I [...]

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My Coolest Run in Sydney Ever..!

“Because it’s so much more fun to explore the world together, with another’s hand in mine…”
I’m hungry, it’s 10.17pm and I just realised I’ve been running/jogging since 8pm… I found like the perfect route today and in perfect weather conditions-sparse clouds and breezy in low humidity! Soooo many good memories!
I went down my usual Broadway [...]

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9*%

stop… movies, anime, music, anyform of media.
start… God, Body, Words.
Execute patten orange
code halcyon
confirmation id x2379delta4
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begin

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sanity lies in the middle of an oreo cookie

I know what I have to do..I have to kill my false self that I have created, the image that I project to the world. In some cosmic re-birth I have too murder myself everyday to survive. This is what happens when the web of lies has become concrete, an overgrown forest living off fertile [...]

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new year. this year I resolve to talk and think less; stop focusing on the ‘why’ but the ‘how’ and ‘what’. I really treasure this little hours and I dread the day I’ll leave this house, even as I start to fold away my memories like clothes.
I’ve to get lunch. then my notes. then oh [...]

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yearly thing

for some odd reason I’m really tired of living at least for today and though it’s the first day of the new year, I seriously can’t master the will to reflect on the past year and plan for the new year. I think white coffee at big splash is awesome…mmm white coffee. I want to [...]

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