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Azumanga daoih
Appleseed deus ex machina
Black heaven
Cowboy bebop, cowboy bebop the movie
Boys be
Chobits
Chrome shell regios
Chrono crusade
Clannad
Code geass
Desert punk
Dual
Earth maiden arjuna
Excel saga
Fate stay night
Final fantasy unlimited
Final fantasy the movie
Fruit basket
Full metal panic
Full metal panic fumoffu
full metal panic the second raid
Full metal alchemist
Love hina
Fokujou seitokai
Hidamari sketch
Igpx: Immortal Grand Prix
Kanon
Kurokami
Last exile
Negima magister negi magi
Nodame cantabile
Nodame cantabile paris hen
Orphen
Ouran high [...]

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must find help.

I have to let go of all my fallacies that I’ve build and be free. Gotta cut my chains. Lord help me and grant me strength to unleash my full potential and embark on self actualization.
I need help so I turn and look to you.. no one else but you.

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easy words

somewhere I can call my own
where waking is easy
where dreams never fade
and everybody is gone and rolling on
and everyday we can hit Esc
(I don’t want to want you to want to want me)
each time the blade cuts deeper
is it worth the breeze it brings?
(play slow how the voilin bows)
one day we’ll build an igloo from [...]

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I’m good at hiding at finding. I’m good at changing my personality at a pencil drop. I am actually good at such things. But I’ve never ever tried that on my work before…. self hypnosis. I shall since I’m all out of options… I feel that this is what my gut is telling me. and [...]

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shooting my own feet

I don’t know..don’t know why this self destructive behavior and why do I let it be so intrinsic. Maybe it’s because I like to watch my toes bleed. Maybe it’s the slow heal that makes me realise that there at least is something more.
I want you to not want me but I still want you. [...]

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